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We are constantly monitoring ourselves and comparing our behaviour with the people around us. I had believed that the lunatic joy and disbelief while watching soccer had left me. I had blamed meditation for that. Turns out when I watch it in a crowd but without people I know the crazy is there alright. Maybe I didn’t outgrow those teenage emotions. Maybe they outgrew their tolerance for it and I just complied without ever thinking about it.